S8 E20 The Baby #2 Question -The Space Before Clarity
This episode is a little different than usual.
In this Season 8 finale of The Single Greatest Choice Podcast, I’m stepping out of my usual interview role to share a personal reflection on the question I’m asked more than any other:
Will I have a second child as a single mother by choice?
Rather than offering a clear answer, this episode is about the process of living inside that question — the clarity that came and went, the tension between who I’ve been and who I’m becoming, and what it looks like to honor uncertainty without rushing toward resolution.
In this episode, I share:
Why deciding about a second child isn’t the same as deciding to try
What it means to choose “not deciding” as a valid place to stand
How finances, age, capacity, identity, and work all factor into this question
The joy and freedom of life with an older child — and what’s at stake in starting over
One of my core coaching frameworks for navigating high-stakes decisions with no clear right answer
The grief of imagined futures and the “ghost ships that didn’t carry us”
Why sometimes holding on is part of integration, not avoidance
What I’m learning about letting go, identity, and trust as this year comes to a close
This episode isn’t about arriving at certainty. It’s about honoring the space before clarity.
Mentioned in this episode:
Cheryl Strayed, Dear Sugar: “The Ghost Ships That Didn’t Carry Us”
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